What else? (my poetry)

This morning I stand

As my thoughts

Go around in my head

As i push them away

I look out my eyes straight ahead

For a brighter tomorrow

She sends me email

He hangs up

The others just don't call

One is drifting

She is scared

One never leaves the home

He is lost and always alone

My babies are  blue

It's out of my hands

What else can I do?

I have no answers

No more magic tricks

All the stress

Has made me sick

Today, tomorrow, yesterday too

I thought I'd always be able to come to you

In a corner of the room

My heart aches for it to end soon

My head is pounding

My life feels so demeaning

What else can I do?