Loose Ends

It's weird -- because I find myself NOT knowing what to do with myself.

I'll be leaving to meet my husband as soon as possible, but that could be 4-5 days from now... not until his sister is back in town and I have tied up the loose ends over here, etc.

I like to always come home to a clean house when we leave town, but this time I feel obsessive about it... I started taking a toothbrush with wood polish to the closet panels in the hallways... and after cleaning the kitchen, I took some extra paint and touched up a couple of specs on the wall near the cat food -- they always make a mess and I couldn't get it completely clean, so I painted over it.

I dunno... I guess I just want him to come back home to a super clean place.  Sometimes I equate cleanliness and order with comfort.  The more organized and clutter free everythignis, the better.  All the laundry is done, the house is "clean" but I want to do more.

I paid up my EBay balance which was $480 this month... took the auto-relist off of the auctions... I'll stop the sales with vacation settings 2 days before I go and email any outstanding buyers.

I'll give Avery a bath before she goes off to be boarded.

But right now I just feel like I'm *waiting* -- but for what, I don't know.