This past week

Oh my goodness. This past week has been so hectic for me. I had to write and type up my essays for a scholarship that I really want and need to go to college. Money isn't too much of a problem for my family, but I know that my dad won't pay for much and I definitley don't want to have to pay for college while I'm married to Brandon because that would be such a huge stress on me. I've also heard a lot of things about me and I know who's been saying them but I'm not going to stress over it because she's not worth stressing over. I'm trying to be the better person and ignore it all but it is kind of hard when I hear stuff everyday. Whatever. People need to grow up and learn how to talk to each other about their problems. I had no problem with her until she started talking about me for no reason. Oh well. It's her choice to act how she does. Why should I care? Last night I got to drive my car. Brandon and I went out and shopped and ate. Not really much, but we did discuss the fact that he does not want to go to prom. So what we'll do instead is dress up kind of like we're going to prom and then go do something else. We may head up to Austin or Dallas or somewhere. Whatever we do, it will be loads of fun!! I'm excited. The reason he doesn't want to go to prom is because he feels like everyone will be looking at him with a hatred. He thinks that people in my grade hate him because he's almost 22 and I'm 17 and we're engaged. I told him that that's their problem but he still doesn't want to go. So I'm not going to make him. I'm more excited about doing something with him than with people I see everyday at school. Well, I'm going to go. Later.