It really is just a matter of moments between the time of anger or revenge to the time of great sadness. I am over the sadness now and will continue with my affairs with a feeling of justice and accomplishment because today I was able to feel something. In a world of harsh judgements and repremands I want to be the one standing with open arms for the ones that can't take another step. 

I guess this is where I decide to write about what I feel to the world or keep it a secret even from myself. It has been a rough few months and I just can't seem to get ahead. I am sober though.. Hard but True.. Soon it will be another day..