I have decided that my life is now my own. I'm not going to allow my overbearing father to push me around anymore. I have been purchasing alot of clothing for the new woman I am becoming. Its actually giving me incentive to stick to my nutrisystem diet. The hoodia gordoni helps too. I was told back in 2000, by my now deceaced husband, that I looked too much like a trucker. Well I should have, that's all I did. But not anymore. I am feeling good and for the first time in my life I have disclosed my true weight. I know I must be nuts, but if I tell you all then maybe we can help each other get and stay motivated to do whatever it takes to acheive all our goals. GOOD LUCK TO ANYONE BRAVE ENOUGH TO JUMP ONBOARD WITH ME. LETS DO THIS THING.